montauuk asked: hi. Okay , this is beyond magical and odd how I found You, but I won't go into that meow. I met You, well barely, danced with You once at a club. I was very much too stoned and nervous as ice to continue to dance or speak to You. I was extremely in wonder of You, You were beautiful. So I was hoping You'd remember me, if not this is just weird now . But anyway, I'd love to chat sometime. (hope U don't think I'm strange. o.o)
Club Rock It right? Yes. I remember you, crazy how you found me on here, of course we can chat and thank you so much. ♡
No reason to live.
Do you feel like you’re in a world were you don’t belong?
Cry yourself to sleep at night and pretend to be strong?
Do you ever feel like you’re so incredibly alone?
That no one cares and your heart has turned into stone?
No reason to live just wanting to die,
In blood you write your last goodbye.
Don’t hide behind the Constitution or the Bible. If you’re against gay marriage, just be honest, put a scarlet ‘H’ on your shirt, and say, ‘I am a homophobe!
Let’s take this moment to say fuck you to all those deadbeat dads out there that have done nothing but hurt their children by either leaving or just being complete and utter dick faces.
Fuck you, we’ll show you what you’ve lost. Assholes.
When you die:
-Everyone all of a sudden loved you so much.
-You were everyone’s close friend.
-Everyone misses you.
-Everyone will post on your facebook page, like your instagram pictures and tweet you.
-Everyone will actually see how much you “meant to them”
Is it that no one cares until your dead or everyone just becomes faker when you die and pretend to have loved you for the popularity? Who knows. Society is fucked up.
When you’re 14:
- You wish you were 18.
- You can’t wait to be 18 and move out.
- You want a job so bad to be able to buy more shit.
- You can’t wait for the day you’re out of high school.
When you’re 18:
- You wish you could be 14 again.
- You dread moving out or want to move back in because life’s harder than you thought.
- You wish you could quit your job and have your parents support you but you can’t because you’re an “adult”.
- You wish you could go back to high school and actually enjoy it.
God we humans are so fucking weird, we want what we can’t have and when we have it we want what we had before. One thing I’ve learned in my 18 years on this earth is that life is not fair and that I should enjoy every age and every moment because it won’t ever happen again.
I’d be lying if…
I’d be lying if I said that everything’s okay, that nothing’s wrong but I wouldn’t be lying if I told you I don’t know what it is that won’t let me be happy.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss you, but I wouldn’t be lying if I said I’m better off without you.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t like you, but I wouldn’t be lying if I said I don’t know why I like you.
I’m such a complicated fuck, and I’m not really sure about a lot of things, but what I am sure of is that I miss you and that you were just so perfect for me but I guess I wasn’t perfect for you and there’s nothing I can really do, I won’t change, I know I’m perfect for someone, I would just really would of loved it if it was you I’m perfect for.
I know I’m a fool for liking you this much, especially after everything that’s happened but I guess I don’t mind being a fool, you’re absolutely perfect in every way and I don’t know what the fuck is going on in your head and I’m dying to know.
I’d be lying if I told you that I’m over it all but I wouldn’t be if I told you that I wish I was. I know you’re better off without me, I know I’m not good enough for you but I just want to let you know that I tried my best.
I’m sorry for everything and I hope the next person that gets to call you theirs treats you well and gives you everything I wanted to give you.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want you to be happy, but I wouldn’t be lying if I said wish I could be the reason for you happiness.
You’re a princess, to me you’re perfect, there’s nothing more perfect than your face, your smile, your laugh just you. I wish I could go back to the day I met you, you were so shy and so awkward, it was so cute and from that moment I’ve been crushing hard, I just wish you felt the same.
I wonder what it’s like to fall in love at a young age, to just know that you’ll be with that person for the rest of your life, till death separates you.